time.

I don't know what to do.
My mom just walked into my room to say goodnight and she had clearly been crying.
I asked why.
My sister told her that she fucked up our lives and she neglects us by putting her boyfriend before us.


I never know how to act when she's like this. And she is like this way too often. I don't know how to console her. I've never been good at that. I know I'm her daughter and I'd probably comfort her by just sitting next to her or something simple like that but I can't bring myself to it. I don't want to do it. I'm scared.





That's so fucking selfish of me.


I feel so hollow. I want to die.