honestly my birthday week was terrible, all in all. i mean i enjoyed myself a lot when my friends came to visit but my mom is such a stressful human being. she has said before in the past that she doesnt mind when my friends come to stay. or "when do i ever say no?" so i told addie, creepa and meredith to come over for a few days. i told her they were coming. no i didnt ask because when does she ever say no? so saturday she was all pissed because she was trying to clean but people were walking through the house. sorry mom... i told you they were coming. "yeah, you TOLD me..." but what the fuck happened to "when do i ever say no?" or telling me she doesnt mind when they come. plus it was for my BIRTHDAY which sucked by the way. i went boating with lindsay and nikki in the morning but it was shitty out so we went back in kinda early because it started to rain. i sat on my ass in my house allllll day waiting for addie and creepa to get here. but the day before, my mom was on her way home from work and asked me what i wanted and i told her that she could just take me shopping at like tj maxx or something. she didnt really want to go that day because she was very tired so i compromised and asked to just go to tj maxx and that was it. she said fine, invited my sister, and i was in a bad mood after that but i tried to shrug it off. while we were in tj maxx she goes, i'm going to the dishes section to look for stuff for alicias apartment. honestly that ticked me off a little bit but i tried to ignore it cause its a stupid reason to be pissed and i didnt WANT to be pissed. i found a few things and found them and looked around in the housing section and the pet section and i found some stuff for wrigley that i really liked. but alicia had to give me some attitude... "does he really need that erica?" shut the fuck up i dont care what you think he does or does not need. he is my dog and i'll get him what ever the fuck i want. plus not only is he my DOG it was my BIRTHDAY!!! my mom later tells me that she is also going to target to look for dishes cause she didnt find what she was looking for. ok... there goes that plan of just going to ONE store. oh, and... btw.... isnt it MY birthday? shouldnt we be shopping for ME?! okay, whatever. we leave and instead end up at sears. in the dishes section. once again we were unable to find the desired dishes so we ended up at bed bath and beyond. Woooooooo third time's a charm! alicia found her dishes. at this point i was beyond pissed off. i think we even ended up at old navy at some point but i got too pissed off that i just put my shit down and walked out of the store. it ended with my mom and i arguing all night. we still havent made up for that. and i dont mean like make up as in apologize. i mean for my miserable birthday present. i guess i should stop waiting for it to happen by now.
i dont know. my mom is just driving me crazy lately. she comes home from work and nothing is ever ok. something isn't done correctly. something isnt done at all. something isnt done enough, blah blah blah. and when i DO do something, it goes unacknowledged. and she wants to call me ungrateful.