i just got back to delhi today. i am happy to be back but i feel bad for leaving my mom. we got drunk together over break and she said a lot of deep things. it was depressing. i dont feel like getting into things right now but i guess this is just a reminder to do it eventually. i'm currently sitting in my big comfy chair in my room at my apartment in delhi. i'm drinking budweisers and sparking an occasional bowl. demetri martin is on netflix and i'm chatting with keegan via facebook. i have a lot of work to get done tomorrow. hopefully i find time during the day and don't get distracted and/or smoke weed. lol. there's a lot of great things in my life and a lot of shitty things too at the moment. i'm currently rambling terribly if you haven't noticed but its kinda fun. i want to start listing the good and the bad but i dont want to start thinking about them into detail. i feel like i'd get too frustrated for that right now. i'm going to figure out a way to download music right now. hooray.